I feel as though I must explain my long abesnces. You see, I am a High School Teacher. We are a rare breed, and (albeit, not a positive thing...) most of us don't like our job.
High School is a very negative place, you enter this institution of learning and the halls are filled with negativity! You see it in the faces of the worn out teachers as they shuffle papers on their desk or push students through the halls (No, it is not appropriate to make out in the corner). You see it in the faces of the students when you begin class. It is literally impossible to get away from.
So some days I try to be a shinning beacon of positivity, but as the days go on I slowly yet surly get worn out. It is exhausting being the only light out there!
Then there are those days that I try to tell a joke, or be silly in an attempt to keep my students from being so
serious. Only to be met with "who does she think she is" looks! Geez come on people, lighten up. A smile will not kill you.
Then there are the instances when I use sarcasm. This is great stuff. They say in college that you shouldn't use sarcasm because the students don't understand it. It is true, they really don't, and it is hilarious to see the looks on their faces. Then you have to explain to them that it was a joke, and it is even more funny: but only to you.
Now I will break down the types of High Schoolers I have come to know.
1. The Angry Annoying Type. These are the
worst. They are the type that are angry on the inside and delight in bringing others down. They strive to make you angry because that is what they are: misery loves company I guess. They are the ones that shout inappropriate things out in class to tick you off, and you can either a) discipline them or b) ignore them. I have found that if you choose option a) than that is letting them know that they got to you, aka they have won. The do not care about the punishment, but relish the glory in the knowledge that they ticked you off. If you have chosen option b) then the student simply repeats action because they think you are deaf, blind, dumb or all of the above. In the end they believe that you, the teacher, are
unfair and
target them because no one else gets in trouble in your class...
2. Little Miss Can't-Do-Wrong Type. This is a special breed. This is the type of student that when you call them on something, for example: talking in class, they respond with "No, that wasn't me, you see...." and proceed to make up some excuse. These students are either manipulative and realize what they are doing, or narcissistic and actually believe they were doing no wrong. In either case I am very sorry if you have to deal with one of these.
3. Good student gone bad. This is the student that was
awesome and some how, for whatever reason, has fallen off the band wagon. Normally it is because they are in a class or group of friends that have a few 'bad apples' (see #1-2) This is quite a tragic case, and is most frustrating for the teacher. To see someone with potential, who could be and once was a better version of themselves, is very sad.
4. The Gems. These are the students that are
reliable. Wow, what a rare thing! The students that want to strive for things, that ask for help, that have morals, (that realize the stupidity of their peers). I have a hand full of these students and
love them to death. It is these students that keep me going sometimes. My only wish is to keep these students from turning into #3.
Now, by the end of the day, after dealing with all of this: I am exhausted, and my creativity is shot; and that is why I have long absences between posts.